i was thinking

and i have this blog to help me lose weight and shit, right?

well i was thinking that maybe it shouldn’t just be for losing weight, but i should use it as like, a way for me to become the person i’ve always really wanted to be.
i mean, for the most part, it’s still going to be about dieting and exercise, and there’s still going to be thinspo daily and everything it has now.
but i mean, one of the main reasons why i do this is so i can be more comfortable with myself, and be who i really want to be. but if i restrict this blog to only be about dieting, i don’t think i’ll ever get there completely. for example, say i get to my goal weight, sure, i’ll be thin. but i still won’t have pretty hair. you know? i might be thinner, but i won’t be friends with all the people i want. i won’t have guys in the palm of my hand.

so this is going to be more of a transformation blog. not just with my body, but with my personality too and everything else you can think of.

i mean, i don’t think it will change much from how it is now, but we’ll have to see with time.

and i swear. by the time i’m 17, i’ll be perfect.

P E R F E C T.

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